As we start another holiday season without you,my heart breaks into.You are missed so very much, and youll always be momma's baby boy. God how I miss you

As long as people remember you, you will always be here..............

This makes 5 years since our Nick went to Heaven.We miss him so very much our hearts are broken.

This will be our 6th holiday season without Nick, we miss you so much and love you with all of our hearts.

Some of the best memories I have are from holidays. I will cherish them forever.

Love sissy

Football Time

2/08/80 -7/17/04  

 Middle School Boones Creek "BARS"

 We always enjoyed going to all your games. Now i hope your still playing in Heaven.We cant wait to see you again Nick.My heart breaks for you everyday.I have always loved my Nick and always will i will never be the same till i see that face and hear your voice again.Always loving you momma...

TENNESSEE THUNDER

 Our angels playing football in Heaven.......................
Nick loved his football his coach was Bo Nick loved him and all of his team mates.


Our number 11 the hitman

Nicks dad was always right with him at ball most of the time he was assistant coach.We was always so proud of him!!!!

 I miss you so much i feel like my heart is going to burst. I hope you know how much you are loved. To see you smile always made me smile, we miss you Nick now and 4ever momma!!!!!!

 Mom's tattoo for us. We are

the moon and stars to her.

"Time"

by Nick's mother

Time.... it doesn't heal

we hurt the same.

How could you be gone?

I'll always think of our song.

Time...... if I could turn it back

you would be here today.

Time....  till I see you again,

it will be so long.

Time.... I count the seconds, minutes,

till I see you again.

that face, that laugh

to give you a hug again

will be the best time.

Love always,

Mom

If tears could build a stairway,and memories a lane,id walk right up to heaven and bring you home again...


Its been almost 5 years since my baby went to Heaven we miss him with all our hearts and souls.You need to make every moment count with your children because in a second they could be gone,and tell them very often how much you love them.Our hearts are broken never to be repaired till we are together in Heaven onced again.....Nick we miss you so very much.And cant wait to see you again.

 

No matter where we go you are with us







The big birds are our signals that you are all around us always!!!!



I miss you,i miss you so bad.Cant wait to see you,oh it hurts so bad.

My little angel. He was my pride and joy

ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!
ANYONE THAT HAS ANY INFORMATION ON THE EVENTS THAT HAPPENED ON JULY.17.2004 ,  THAT LED TO THE DEATH OF OUR SON , OR ANY DETAILS NO MATTER HOW SMALL YOU THINK THEY MAY BE, THERE IS A REASON WE LOST OUR SON, AND WE ARE GOING TO FIND OUT WHO,WHY AND HOW, THEN PURSUE ALL INVOLVED WITH EXTREME PREDJUDICE. 
THANK YOU, NICK'S FAMILY
                         PLEASE E-MAIL THE ADMINISTRATOR, OR CONTACT RAY, IF YOU KNEW NICK, YOU KNOW ME.
RAY'S DEDICATED EMAIL FOR INPUT OR INFO, JUST CLICK ON THIS LINE.
             












                                                 

My Nick and Frankie

Frankie went to Heaven to join Nick January 23rd





                     My baby


Brother an Sister
        
With Grandmother 2 days before she went to Heaven                   

His Miami vice picture



 






  
Nick and best friend Matt. Always making us laugh.


Nick and Kelly
     
Nicks first football jersey {BARS}
 

Nick and fat Frankie He agravated him to death.




Nick and his first girlfriend and his favorite cousin April.......Veronica loved him more than life itself....


                             


This is my boy.God how i miss him,I would give anything for all this to be a nightmare.You see me and him and his sister are soul mate we are closer than so many mother and children,I dont ever doubt he knew he was mommas boy,He knew i loved him with my whole soul.This has killled my soul now to lose him was something i never ever imagined.I will never understand why..Nick you are the best and momma wishes she could fix this  like i always fixed everything for you,But this i cant and it has ripped my heart out.I have to stay and take care of Sissy,But i truly hope we will all be together again.You are the best son i could ever ask for, and i will love you 4ever and always. We will never forget all the laughter you gave us and love.....This is off a plaque i gave you and you kept it on your desk  and now i have it on mine.....My Son,My Joy,My friend,My heart.......


My Nicholas you turned into such a great man


My  Nicholas   my   child    my world

                                            
         


 

  


              

                           
                               

This was us at the Falls the first Thanksgiving. If you look above our heads, we believe that was him with us. The Falls were one of his favorite places.

                            



Here is a messege for all who visits
I had a cervical spine fusion in November of 05 and it takes 2 years for this to heal and can paralize you if hit to hard. About three weeks ago I wrecked and totaled a C5 corvette, it was almost in the shape of a V from t-boning a telephone pole. I can promise you, your loved one is waiting for you, I do not want to go into detail for personal reasons, But I was with my Boy for a brief period, I was so happy inside and at total peace. I would say we all will pass on when it is time, and they will be waiting. Just do not do anything stupid to end your life on purpose as many of us parents think of often.
Nick's Father 6-8-06
Ray

We are building another site that tells Nick's story, click on link below.
http://hometown.aol.com/bereall06/index.html
Click on the link below to enter a support site built by Judy Smart.
It contains tools, message boards etc, Great Site
www.angelfamilies.cityslide.com/page/page/2659723.htm
This Man is The Real Deal, and this book was written by him.
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0006EQJPU/104-0392884-5785512?v=glance&n=283155
http://www.metropulse.com/articles/2005/15_37/gamut.shtml
We all love and miss you


                                   
           

I remember when you went to Destin you loved it

    




                
                            
                Nick,

                                              The Story of You

I could write a book trying to tell this story, but I am going to try and sum it up in a short story.
         I met your mom when I was 13, and I was scared and ran from her as she was much more mature than I. well by the time I was 15 and mom was 17, we had you, a beautiful son, from the first time I saw you I have never been the same, I caught up with mom’s maturity and I knew what I wanted, you and mom a home with me to take care of you. We made it so, we rented an apartment and married, we had a home and a family. Most people said it would not last, I guess we fooled them, we are still together. Soon came our Sissy, and boy did you love her and protect her, she was so beautiful as well, and we was so proud of both of you. As mom and I did not have anybody we could count on until we met each other, our love was only for each other and we showered it on you and sissy in the hope you never had to be afraid of people leaving you, nor did we ever want you two to have any doubts of being loved, we made happen I think, mostly mom did in her special way, as I was not home much because of work.
  We got you both through your childhood somehow, we went without many things, and we did not want much though, just for you and sissy to be healthy and happy. I finally got a job at a local factory and worked like a crazy man until I made supervisor, so I could give all of you things that you did not need but wanted, and mom had started her company too, so we bought a house to be proud of, mom and me think you and sissy were so proud to be living in a house such as this. Mom made sure you had everything you wanted and needed and everything she thought you and sissy should have.
         You and sissy made through high school with flying colors, and you, Nick, was the first in our little family of four to graduate, oh how proud I was, and know mom and sissy was too. Then our sissy graduated soon after, how proud could we be. Both of you were great smart kids and teenagers. Your mom and me did not get to live the school stuff, but you and sissy lived it for us as we watched and supported you both, and what a joy that was. We seen you play football, wrestle, become a champion in karate and go to the junior Olympics, in the school homecomings year after year, become a great mechanic, and so much more. We seen sissy do all the things a young lady does, cheerleader, homecoming queen many times, she excelled in the academics and it shows today as she is a teacher.
     We all lived as a family of four, and did things that way, never ever thinking of changing. You and me used to butt heads a little bit and I thank God you did now, because most of the time it had something to do with you doing something without my permission, and I would not give it, so I am glad you did it anyway. We built your apartment and things got better between us for a long time until you turned into the great young man you were, you out grew this space and moved out, but only one street over and bought your first home. I think that made you get that feeling of being a free man, and you was proud and so were the three of us.
         As all people do, you had your friends and your secrets, and some I do not want to ever know. You were the manager at a large restaurant chain and had came into your own, but never left us behind. In the short time you lived in your house, we became very close friends, closer than we had ever been, the hours we spent in your garage laying over the impala fenders fighting that motor is some of the best times I ever had. The last time we went fishing, we stayed out all night after we said we were not going too, thank God we did. I cherish the cars and they will never go anyplace as long as I breathe, the impala and Trans am, I wish we could work on them some more together. I do not know if I will ever go fishing again, but I have no plans to sell that boat you wanted so bad.

   Mom, me and sissy have so many good memories and stories, we tell them everyday. I do not know what the future holds for us, but we are trying to make it day by day, hour by hour. I have no doubt that I will see you again, and you can catch me up and I will you. We love you now just as much as we did, but we cannot see you and tell you, this is very hard too deal with, and I know you have a higher understanding of things now, but we do not. I know in my heart you are ok in Heaven in God’s care now, but I wish you were still in our care as self centered as that sounds.
      I know if it is possible you will be looking around in cyberspace, because of who I am and what I do, and I hope you find this little place your Mom made for you, and read all the things we and others write. I hope you know we all felt this way while you were with us, and I think you do
     Your Dad with love 4ever and always.




You both hung the moon and stars to me and dad
                                                      
A brother and sister that not only loved each other the were friends.And Nick always took care of his baby sis...I know she has such a hole in her heart from losing him they were as close as twins...She loves him very much.And misses him with all her soul...........
                    




 
      
 
            






                    
                  

 OUR LOVE FOR YOU WILL SHINE ON FOREVER !!

                           

You could always make us laugh!!!!! 

 




 Nicholas you are the best !!!!!!


                      You are our hero...................      
                                         


I would give everything i own give up my life my
heart my soul,just to have you back again,just
to hold you once
     again. I miss you so bad Nicholas Ray
 all my love mom 4ever
                                                                                 
            


   
 Nick    loved   to play     drums       and      electric       guitar              

                                                                                                                                          


Our Nicholas Ray,We miss him with
all of our hearts,and soul!!!!!!

  Other Sites Built For Nick

NICHOLASRAYGREEN  Thanks Mathew

  One Built By Dad, It Was Going To Be Nick's Next Site

NGREENCUSTOMS

You Can Get Images Here, As We Will be Adding All The Time,
Feel Free To Use Anything You Like.

Nick's Photos and Animation

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If you knew Nick you loved him.He could make you laugh so
 hard.And anything he done he tried to do it all the way.
And if you needed him he was there for you.
He is missed by so many people. We  will never know all our
Questions  about why this happened to him.I know people say
maybe God needed him in Heaven. But we all needed him
here.Our hearts are broken missing our Nick so much.All our love to you Nick.We cant wait to see you again.......


                                              

The Photos Below Are The Things And People
Nick Loved With Everything he Had. He Would Do Harm To
Anybody Or Anything That Dare Mess With Any Of His Loves,
Especialy His Mom, Or Sissy, And You Could Not Go To
Far With Me
Dad








Ray Ray passed away on July 5th.He is with you in Heaven





RAY RAY, NICK'S BOY



                                       

                                   Nick in the army    Nick 1st grade
  

That face is so beautiful and never to be forgotten.......





Nick and MOM , We loved each other so much